Confusing!!!

Today i was going for the Mas airline interview actually...
At last i fail :((
But nevermind,my lecture said that where u fall down and u must get up again...
So...
i will not drop any tears again for any interview that i fail...
Even though i was fail but i had control myself perfectly..
After 1st stage i received a call from my hubby...
He console me not to be sad...Actually i'm not :))
I was not happy about the interviewer...
Because of their unfair!!!
They only choose Malay people as cabin crew...
They don't even give Chinese people a try...
I could saw that many chinese ppl can't pass the 1st stage...
My friend tell me that just now she saw a girl cried...
She console the girl (what a nice girl:)) )
the girl said that she had tried for 2 years for any interview of airlines!!!
GOSHHH!!! She doesn't give up for 2 years and why should i???
She said that she kept ignored by all the airlines...
In malaysia, for chinese ppl who want to work in for goverment it's really hard :(((
OMG *.*
Ya...My post title is about CONFUSING...
What am i confuse about?
Actually i'm confusing about i need to take an English course or directly go for DIAMOND interview in kuching..
If i past my interview then they will send me to KL for training....
They need a staff with the standard of a flight attendant..
It's basic salary is not high than flight attendant which is my dream job..
Of course...
This job doesn't cause any dangerous bah :))
Hmmm...So how??
i got another chance to interview at kuching same is MAS airline...
Actually i got another thinking that go for SIN airline interview in IPOH..
It's my first choice:))
I think i should have a try...
I won't GIVE UP at least there are some reasons that i really can't become an airstewardess...
but my friend said that for English u need to have a diploma or degree...
Such things??
Hmmm....
It's really confusing@.@
Arggghhhh=o=
Make me crazy....
What i gonna do at Sabah for 10 days???
If i pass the interview today maybe i got mood to play again...
but i fail it...what for i stay at here so long??
Be stupid???
my cousin going have school from Monday to Froday...
GOSHHH!!! Even SATURDAY!!
Going NUTS soon XDD





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